I'm sorry for the pain i caused
I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry
I'm sorry for the lies i told
I'm sorry for not being perfect
I’m sorry for not being there when I said I would
I’m sorry for causing so much trouble
I’m sorry for always doing the wrong thing
I'm sorry I'm a failure to you
but i can't help being me.
But moust of all
I´m sorry for loving you.

All these things I find inside
I keep trying to hide
I don't want to face them
For I keep them well hidden
Facing the problems I have
I don't want to do
I'll find a way around it
Instead of working fully through
I only see what I want to see
And try to ignore the rest
But as time goes on
It becomes a difficult task
My world seems black and white at times
Why do I do this
Why can't I handle it on my own
How will I survive the real world
Out there all on my own
To escape reality
Even for just a while
Would satisfy me
Away from this world
I feel so alone in
Away from the dangers
I know there is something far better out there
I just need to find where
Find the place where true happiness lies

The way to FaiRyLaNd

The way to get there is many in choice,
But a good first step is the inner voice,
By air or water, by earth or fire,
Fairyland is your hearts desire.

There you are free, all you can be,
And everything is real.
You could sit for a while,
Upon the sunbeams,
And chase the rays of light
You could float on the air,
Without any care,
Or fly with butterfly wings.

Buzz with the bees, and fly through the trees
Float down with the falling leaves
Is not far from here,
But you must believe,
Or just follow your voice,
from within.